i've moved. lol. kinda late notice thou. do visit if u wanna..

here.

cheers.

 ok i totally can't slp now. its like almost 2am. arghh. its like my mind is spinning in overdrive over the wrong matters. and what's better is that i have tuition every single day. what a way to relax. so wish i could play soccer now. SERIOUSLY. now i'm like staring out of my window seeing all the tiny cars flash by.. weird.. nvr did that so late before.

anyw today tuition was ok. heh trust me to say that, thou we got some sorta mini assignment. and the way the chinese teacher draws is damn SPASTIC. especially the way she show us how the army invade. all the weird arrowhead drawings.. the second week is almost coming to a close now. i guess i should get started on my pile of chinese hw soon.. sighh.. 

and yeah i dint go for leslie's party/bash today. wasn't in the mood at all. but thx to MYTHBUSTERS, that show totally makes my day. ADAM SAVAGE AND JAMIE HYNEMAN ARE FUNNYY! hahaha.. and i'm getting freaking pissed off with the person that hacked my com. its like some backdoor trojan and they can access the internet with my com. and now its playing music on its own. creepy-.-

sighh. my hols are totally dying out in the wrong manner. can't train cos of my back problem. totally pissing me off. wake up every morning feeling blue with that picture staring straight at me and now i can't even have proper control on my own body. WTH MANN! its getting bored for me everyday stayin cooped up at home. so lonely. but strangely, i enjoy the quietness of not having someone breathe down my neck. and having my fav musik playing and watching my fav shows. subtly i tink i am turning into a musik and tv junkie. heh..

SOCCER! i totally miss it. cudn't really play that much that day cos we were short on ppl. even thou my miskick led to a 'wonderful finished' goal.HAHAH-.- i want those adrenalin rushes again. i am not playin as well as i used to, but its good enough for me. i set my own standards. and slowly i will push myself up again. i am totally dying rotting at home. i need a ball, a pitch, a goal and someone willing to make saves. i guess no one will... my boots are slowly but surely rotting away.. so are my legs and my mind. totally getting caught up in the couch potato mentality. i want that 30 yard strike AGAIN! the flip flap, the stepovers, the nutmegs, the roulettes, the around-the-worlds whatever you can tink of. its been such a long time since i went street.. PURE STREET.. the mind is totally willing but the body isn't. so much for mind over body.. heh..

guess i am going to continue stoning in front of the tele now.
ciao ppl~

seriously, i have no idea why..this blog brings back ALOT of memories for me.. mostly affected by the bad and can't even remember what good thr is left..and i can't bear to lose the skin cos its nice:D LOL..

well, first week of hols is gone.. and i went to see TFC in action ytday..(thx yogi for free free standin tix). it was good la. esp the ending. damn zai..lol. love the showmanship of the keyboardist thou he looks like elton john.HAHAH. thn dint noe tt gayle was gg also, with the GANG. lol. but hers was SEATED.(damn suan).haha..
i missed out on today's classroom painting cos i cudn't wake up, at all. sorry to waste all those efforts trying to persuade me and even giving me wake up calls. but i really havent been slping well the last few nites. spend an average of 45 mins jus plain staring at the ceiling cos i cant fall asleep. totally screws up my day. and now with chinese tuition everyday, its even more torturous waiting for tt 2 hours to pass.sigh.

i'm not announcing tt i am blogging again.haha cos hoping that it will be a discrete as possible now..(then why do i even blog-.-)

dunno whether anot to go for leslie's bday party tmr. so not in the mood rite now. haha.. and my back is freaking killing me now.BLOODY PAIN!!sighh..everything, i mean everything is going against me this hols. which PLAIN SUCKS!but haven't been in the mood to do anything..very moodless and i will just run away in my mind to the distant past when i realised the countless mistakes that i have made, it hurts.real bad. kinda cliche but i wish that i could turn back time. to go back to the last few days of last yr. when i truly had so much funn.i miss it now. i guess i will miss out in it for the rest of my life.and i'm living to regret it rite now.sighh..

i really am not ready to do anything now. it sucks because hols is supposed to be all abt enjoyment for me but here i am stuck in the past, whining in my puddle of past mistakes. but i nvr did wanted to see her leave.  i truly didn't. i enjoyed every second of our 5 liners conversation and had a chat with her for half an hour on one occasion. i truly enjoyed. and now she's gone. probably for good. her being has seemed to abruptly disappear. and now i truly regret. my frens even wrote me a poem on my birthday abt me meetin her on one occasion. and now that collage of regret lies in front of my bed. and i wake up every morning reading it leaves a bitter feeling pierced through my heart..

sighh, i'm just gonna live with tt now..rather long post.. and i wanna taper my pants..hahah..
ciao~